Never regret something that once made you smile . .. …

To start it from the beginning it is not possible at all coz i m so confused where it starts …
The thing that i remeber is the day when we talk for the first and she is yelling at me coz sumbdy uses my id and post some comments to her a/c, that day we fight a lot from my side explaining her that it was not me and she is all the time asking me to shut my mouth.
At last i convinced letting her believe that that was not me … and we are assuring each other tht we r not going to msg anymore and see the fate she scrap me something means that why i am rembring her
and thn we started to know each other believing each other and keeping ourslf happy and smiling all the time
for the first time my cell is out of my bag rather it was use to be in bag with a long list of miss calls and for the first time i am using it fullythough the terrifs are to high yaar …but all the time we kept ourslf busy in each other like pune and my city is not so far
i am happy that we met svrai really donknow hw to tell you tht hw much i love you …..
and i know it is sumthing special coz over the span of two and a half year what i really care is you
bcoz of some reasons that i dont know why we’ve changed .. but the love for you in me will never change even if you wont loveme though i know you do…
we r nt talking each other nymore bt i still love you a bit more thn yesterday and little less then tommorow….
and i will definitely keep my promise to meet you some day dear …. love you

Just good friends?

I was married for 14 years and finally realised the marriage was loveless. We seperated and I started going out again, I was 33. One drunken evening whilst dancing in a club a man grabbed my bottom. I got chatting with him and discovered he was 8 years my junior! I arranged to meet him the following week after exchanging many texts. The problem was that i couldnt remember what he looked like, i walked passed him 4-5 times and then phoned him and asked where he was. He told me he was infront of the hot nuts machine! I met him and thought that he is not my type at all.But we chatted and continued to meet as friends regularly. However much to my suprise he had already got a girlfriend although they were going through lots of problems. After a period of flirting and chatting he was really getting under my skin.He left her and then made a move on me, we lasted for approximately 6 weeks and then he decided to go back to her (after persuasion from his family). Over the next few years we would meet for one night and share a loving kiss (however often wanting more but resisting). After that it would be months before we met again. This continued over a period of 6 years.During this time he was still with his girlfriend (now fiance) and I also had a fiance. But we continued to meet. He was due to get married in February and I was due in August. I was shocked and hurt when i found out he was getting married. I spoke to him and he said that it was expected of him and that he would just have to live with it. I told him that I could not see him again once he was married and he agreed. As a result of him saying he had to ‘live with his decision’, it actually made me stop and think about my own relationship. I was telling Chris he was a fool for marrying her and yet I was being hypocritical. I broke off my engagement.Chris and I continued to chat and he asked me to help him break off the wedding. I agreed and said I would talk to his mum. He comes from a large irish family and family are very important to him. However about a month before the wedding he told me not to talk to his mum and I respected his decision. I went to the church that day and saw him on his wedding day. That day I decided to move on from Chris.I saw him about 4 weeks later and got really upset, I was shocked at my feelings, I didnt think I would feel like that and found it hard talking to him. That night we ended up kissing once more. I spoke to a friend about him and said I didnt know how I felt and what I wanted from him. We continued to meet on occasions and then started taking the dogs out together. He told me how his relationship was and I listened. We both wanted each other but resisted once again.We met one night when his wife was away and we spent the night together, this was the first time in 6 years. It was at this time he realised that it was now or never. He promptly left his wife and started seeing me shortly after.That was 6 months ago………… I woke up this morning with a big pair of eyes staring at me saying morning princess and telling me how much he loves me and what a wonderful feeling that was. We both agree that if we had stayed together originally that the relationship probably wouldn’t have worked as our relationship would of been built on lust. Instead after 6.5 years we have built a solid foundation of friendship and love. We have a fantastic relationship full of love and laughter. We both now agree that there was always something there but we weren’t sure what it was. We now both know. They say the best things come to those who wait………….It did for us.

True Love

It was a hot summer day. I was low on gas so I stopped at a local gas station. I was pumping my gas when a girl pulled up on her motorcycle. I looked over and she looked back. She wasn’t my type. But when our eyes met, I knew there was something there. She asked me, “Do I know you from somewhere?" I had never seen her before in my life. We didn’t exchange numbers or anything like that. A couple of weeks went by and I was in the same area when I look over and she is driving right beside me. she asks me to pull over. I pulled over we chatted for a few minutes and exchanged numbers. From then on it was the most amazing relationship. SHe told me that since the day he met me at the gas station that she told all her friends about me. We did everything together! We were so close that we worked together and took our breaks together. It was awesome. Well it all ended when she went to jail for 15 months due to some trouble that he got into with her ex-boyfriend. It hurt me, broke my heart. It felt like someone ripped my heart right out of my chest. I can remember the pain that I felt in my veins when she called me from jail. It felt like the end of the world. I visited her in jail a few times and then I met another guy who is now the father of my kids and my ex-girlfriend. We dated for 9 years. It was the most horrific 9 years of my life. I was unhappy!! I was depressed all the time and didn’t know if I was coming or going. She was on drugs and I don’t actually know why I stayed with her as long as I did, but enough about her!!!!!!! So the whole time I was with the father of my kids I would dream of The Love of My Life and we did meet and have one sexual encounter after she got out of jail. The entire time that I was with the father of my kids he would try to get back with me but I was too blind to see the things that meant the most to me and it was like the father of my kids had me brainwashed. I ignored every chance that I had with the Love of My Life because of her. Years passed and my relationship with the father of my kids was getting very bad. A friend was over and borrowed my phone. After my friend left, my phone rang. I answered. Hello! And all I heard was, "Do you know who this is?" I knew after all that time exactly who it was. We talked forever. She asked where I was and asked to meet her. I left where I was and went directly over to where she was and I had butterflies the entire ride over. When I got there it was like magic!!!!! EVERYTHING that was there before was still there. I started crying and I just knew then that he was the one for me. This is what I wanted and dreamed of. We talked and we both felt the same way. We have this connection that is so unimaginable. I can’t explain it!!! We both have tried to explain it but we can’t pinpoint what it is. It feels like we’ve know each other in a different life. We don’t argue or fight. Everything is so perfect when we are together. When we started seeing each other we got this overwhelming feeling inside of us. It feels like we are high on drugs or something. It’s just something you cannot explain. It is PURE LOVE. Like pure honey from a bees nest. I cannot tell you any plainer than this. You know when you are in Love and if it is true love. There is no other girl and will be no other girl on this planet that could amount to what we have and have always had. It’s amazing how true love can still hold true after all those years. All I am saying is that you will definitely know when you are in love and if its true love. You will be a peace. No jealously. No name calling. Because that is not love. You will know in your heart and your soul!!!!!

只有十句话, 却用了十分钟来读...

第一句
如果我们之间有碍1000步的距离
你只要跨出1步
我就会朝你的方向其余999步

第二句
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
才是真正爱你的人

第三句
付出真心才会得到真心
却也可能伤得彻底
保持距离 就能保护自己
却也注定永远寂寞

第四句
有时侯 不是对方不在乎你
而是你把对方看得太重

第五句
朋友就是把你看透了 还能喜欢你的人

第六句
就算是believe 中间也藏了一个lie

第七句
真正的好朋友
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
而是在一起　就算不说话
也不会感到尴尬

第八句
没有一百分的另一半
只有五十分的两个人

第九句
为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人
为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友
为你的难过而难过的
就是那些　该放进心里的人

第十句
冷漠　有时侯并不是无情
只是一中避免被伤害的工具

TeamWork

There are four people named :

EVERYBODY, SOEMEBODY, ANYBODY, and

NOBODY.

There was an important job to be done

and EVERYBODY was asked to do it.

EVERBODY was sure SOMEBODY would do it,

ANYBODY could have done it,

but NOBODY did it.

SOMEBODY got angry about that,

because it was EVERYBODY's job.

EVERYBODY thought ANYBODY could do it,

but NOBODY realized that EVERYBODY wouldn't

do it.

It ended up that EVERYBODY blamed

SOMEBODY

when NOBODY did what ANYBODY could have

done.

Forever the first

I was young back then and I never knew love until I found her. She first asked me to be her best friend and I was cool with that. She used to call me everyday and we chat together every night. I love writing poems and I realized that she does too. Back then, I know nothing. What I knew back then was that I fell in love with my best friend but unfortunately, she was in love with my friend. I sent an email to that guy and told him about how I felt. I was shocked that my love knew her password so he read everything. From that day, she was sorry and so was I. I forgave her and everything was not the way it was before. We never communicate since then and until now. I’ve always thought that she forgot about me but it ain’t the same for me. She will remain always in my heart and the only thing i could do is let she be happy with my friend. I did everything to forget but then i realized, love never fades. Love never forget, it has always been part of our life. Now, the worst thing that happened is after i let go of my love to be with my friend, she never did go out with my friend after all. She fell in love with ANOTHER man. how stupid was I? and how dumb was she?. Now i continue my daily adventure looking for the right girl. And there goes the flow of the story.